Wrong way.

I knew as soon as I made a "goal" it would go sour. Always does. I asked the scale to move and what does it do? Goes UP 2lbs.Damn.

I'm having a really hard time. I've been eating more and more solid foods, and Im not feeling full at all. I am really considering calling my doctor and begging for a fill a little earlier then almost a month from now. April 6th is just way too far away.

I've become so obsessed with LBT. A wonderful friend sent me a webcam last week and I've been obsessed with that too. I feel like I'm really close to those who I can see, but regardless, there are so many great people on that site and I'm glad to have met them.

Things are hectic here, as always. Last week was a really bad week. I've been having a lot of problems with my daughter, and my son is just full force terrible twos. My husband is back to thinking he doesnt need to help around the house anymore, and that just isnt going over to well with me.

I feel alone. I went to the hospital support group last week. It wasnt anything like I thought, it was more for people who are getting ready to have the surgery. Although, I think I spoke more then the RN did lol. I felt really important though, and having someone actually LISTEN and take what I say into consideration was a good feeling. I also exchanged email and phone number to one woman who was considering it. She was older, and such a nice lady. I wish her the best of luck on her choice, and I do hope to hear from her.

I am going to join Curves again for a little while. Apparently if you've had the LB you get 2 weeks free and a 50% discount, so I'm totally there. That was one thing that actually did work for me when I was doing it, I had lost almost 2 pant sizes. I need to also join my new gym. Working out I think will help me a lot more, since I'm really not doing much right now.

I hope you're all doing well. Sorry I havent been commenting lately, just been hectic. You guys can always find me in LBT chat room though :)