Well, I'm doing ok with this fill. I can say there is A LOT more restriction, and I am really trying to "fine tune" my eating because I am trying to eat more and it is causing me to throw up or get a little stuck. I know I'm not overfilled because I can eat things, as long as its in very small portions. So I'm thinking as long as I keep making good choices this may finally be my sweet spot.
My numbers keep bouncing a lot. I am now back at 236.8 but the other day the scale said I was 239, so its frusterating, once I get into the 220's I will be beyond excited, knowing I'll only be 20 some pounds away from Onederland!
I keep telling myself I'm going back to the gym, and here I am, I still havent gone. I need to stop making excuses. I admit I am busy with my daughter and all of her activities, but I told myself while she was at gymnastics on M, T, and Th I would go to the gym while she was there, and yet, I find myself running errands or putzing around at Target (which has taken a big toll on my finances).
So, I say this and I will stand by it, I am going to the gym on Thursday. I'm sure my son will enjoy playing with the kids there too again, since he doesnt see much of anyone but me and my daughter.
Oh, and I had a NSV (yes, I finally know what that means!), I was sitting in traffic this morning and I had my windows down, well this guy yells to me "You are really pretty!". I looked over thinking, "Who is this guy talking to?" and low and behold, he was looking at me. I kind of smiled, blushed and drove away. Guys, my hair was an awful mess and dirty, and I had no make up on. Everyone always says "You really have natural beauty, be happy about it", but I dont see it. Sometimes I do, but most of the time I dont.
I guess I'll end this for now. I'm also thinking of posting a survey or two (I guess you guys call it the BYOC), so those who do read me can get to know me better :) Or, better yet, if there is something you want to know about me, post it, and I'll answer in the next blog
Awesome NSV, that must have made you feel great! You ARE pretty, don't forget it!
ReplyDeleteI am glad this fill is going better, sounds like you are at a great spot. I wish I was a tad tighter, but I am finally feeling ok with this fill and probably won't be going in again, at least not until this one loosens up.'
I used to hate the gym but am now obsessed with it. Really. I can't believe it myself but it seems to be the more I do it and the mroe I lose weight, the more I want to work those pounds off at the gym... don't THINK about going, just make yourself go for awhile and see if you get into it, too!
Great NSV! i am a new follower. I was banded about a month after you. *Maria*-Blogger from "This one time at Band Camp..." Check out my blog at mybigfatbandgeeklife.blogspot.com
ReplyDeleteWhat a wonderful NSV. You are pretty, so OWN that compliment!!! Have fun at the gym and soon it will just become second nature...and you will hit the 220's soon. Then, it's on to Onderland!!!
ReplyDeleteI'm glad you seem to have found your sweet spot. I hope things progress as you'd like them to and you are pretty...don't let that voice in your head tell you otherwise. There's more to beauty that what's on the surface (though your surface is nice too).
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